Sunday, December 28, 2014

她...


对她的第一个印象
小时候外婆家还很陌生(大部分时间在婆婆家)
踏入屋里的自然反应就是躲进房里,只因房外有她
这个她,不说话但会抢我手里的东西
无论我拿的是什么:玩具,书甚至从门外信箱的信件
当然有些是非常不愿意的交给她
如果不顺从她的意愿,随时就为你送上额外有力的“如来神掌”
让你享受难得一见的“满天星”
长大了些,结识了同命相怜的表哥姐弟妹
大家志同道合,决心不再过着受她‘欺凌’的日子,开始我们的‘报复’行动
大胆的拿了她的东西,接力式被她满屋追
直到累了或被外婆喝止才乖乖的还给她
当然我们军力单薄时,只好交出宝物然后由外婆偷偷的从她的藏宝屋拿给我们
那年代我们都称她为“怪兽”

踏入中学后,没有放学走路回外婆家的机会
当然也大大地减少在外婆家时间
外婆的身体也没之前健朗
除了负责载送我和哥哥来回学校,补习
妈妈也得照顾外婆和她的饮食
那时候还真可惜妈妈得每天奔波,因为除了妈妈没别人能喂她吃
有时真的没办法抽空,她甚至撒娇发脾气宁愿不吃
不是妈妈的车她也不愿去看医生
当时还真懊恼她怎么爱折磨妈妈?

这位她,就是我的二姨
在她小时候就因后天疾病成了聋哑人士
过后大多时间都只能呆在家里,成了外婆时时刻刻的陪伴
只要是带外婆出门吃好料,总得考虑该打包什么回家
她不能吃鸡肉,因为有发羊癫的病例
所以每当大节日庆典都必须特别买其它食物给她
拍大合照,她也成了决定性的人物
只要她能配合的看镜头都会惹得大家哄堂大笑!

但是,她是否认识我们?知道这些顽皮小孩是她的谁吗?
她,一句话都没说过
一点怨言都没有
我们只能从她的小动作,难以理解的发声猜测
她喜欢吃?她开心吗?她累了吗?
她想吃什么?想做什么?
我想真相只有她心里知道
只希望她和我们过的日子都是开心的,也希望她一路走好。。。






More words in memorial of this aunt by my cousin

https://www.facebook.com/notes/peiyin-chua/%E5%BF%86%E4%BA%8C%E5%A7%91-by-%E5%BB%B6%E5%A8%81/885384104819837?pnref=lhc


Monday, April 21, 2014

Sleep > Work > Sleep....

The title pretty much sum up my daily routine
Except I've left out the eating and shopping bit >.<
To be honest, it never occurs to me that working can be so tiring
Or maybe It'll take some time for my body to adapt into it
Then I'll be able to schedule more activities into the routine!

The month passes at rapid pace with repetitive boring routine
Thinking back, there had been several events such as the Graduation of one of my ex-housemates and best frens!!
He's now officially a Monash Grads like us!
This event had also served as a gathering for some of us, who were able to present at the hotel as well as the lepak-ing in Setiawalk
Wish we'll have more gathering like this one, continuing with our endless chit chatting and unstoppable jokes or funny deeds =)

Then there was a mini gathering with old frens enjoying luxurious food and liquor in Ichizen and Hatten Hotel Alto Sky Lounge respectively
It's an extremely expensive nite we've spent, but worth it all enjoying quality moments with quality food
Too bad I gotta ciao earlier that day and having to work the 2nd day, or else we'd had continue chatting till closing hour of the sky lounge, then continued on somewhere else haha

Gotta start planning expenses for the official one month salary on the pay day within this week
Hopefully it'll start helping me to save up and ease financial burden of the family =D




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Sunday, February 16, 2014

人情味..温暖社会 =D

又回来了这被喻为大马之珠的州属
这次的到访,深深的看见,感受到当地人的热情加上乐于助人的精神
是通过自己肉眼看到的真实例子

茶餐室里,大家不分种族的用同一个方言点餐
巴士上互让座位,开心地聊天纵然是第一次碰面,只因有着共同语言
善良的巴士司机见外国游客没足够的零钱还车费
特许他免费上车
自己本身也体验过乘坐免费巴士
司机没顺路转进去目的地,其实可以拒绝载我们
不过他好心的载我们到路口,也告诉我们该走的方向

在自己Hometown 的经历让我对踏巴士最有印象的是
没零钱,就给纸钱(自己亏)
没给钱,别想上车

在 Butterfly Farm 里头也遇到了热心的 Aunty
她是里面的清洁工人,由于放工了
也会在里面徘徊,给于一些顾客帮助 (找指定的蝴蝶/虫)
还跟我们解释其中昆虫的习性和哪一些比较少见

Taxi driver 也不是没一个好心的
找着 Rubbish Is Art Exhibition 的地点时,遇见一位 TD 向我们打广告
介绍我们参观 Chocolate Museum 之类的地方
一口便被拒绝,可是当我们问路时他也很开心(看起来)的回答
不像大部分的都会趁机砍一砍外地人的菜头
这里大多数出门的人都会自己准备环保袋,Shopping mall 里人们都是用这些袋子
好难得才看得到Tesco 的 Plastic Bag hahaha

更难得的是登上PG Hill 之一的山路休息站
竟然没天一大早都有人自愿准备茶水,咖啡让迟些路过的人能免费享用
自己背着水瓶和相机都已经很辛苦的走上去
更不用说还要带大包小包,义务性的造福登山者

看到这些例子,不禁感叹这种社会精神不见得普遍
Shall I move here? Work here? XD




Friday, January 24, 2014

It's the season of CNY again with the horse coming, while the snake sneak away
Apart from the usual gifting of biscuits, snacks and candies
The CNY feel really has not hit me *the shopping mood just never occur, or awaken*
Meh...Perhaps it's the lack of $$$? Or simply I'm already too old for it?
Anyhow, there's still a week to go and it'll be filled up with lotsa cleaning jobs
Poor me left to handle all these stuffs to be done T.T

The week passes by so fast in chilly night weather
Heard it is worse in the northen area, maybe we'll have the first ever snowing CNY in M'sia?
I really hope so hahaha
Watched 2 movies in the cinema within these 3 days, somehow those movies kinda not meeting my expectation *IMO*
The first movie was HER (still cost me RM10 on a Wednesday)
Lowered my own expectation before walking into the cinema, hence it comes up a little bit higher than the pre-lowered expectation
The second movie was I.Frankenstein (RM13 on Friday T.T)
went in with moderate level of expectation but turned out to be much lower than it

2 movies of totally different genre but personally, I think HER comes up top if I were to compare them both
the movies itself has nice flow and it is a more realistic movie, someday we all may live Theodore's life since many of us had been facing more LED screen than human faces
People's will then grow further apart, or become anti-social and hence relying more on the 'living machines' that is able to communicate, share feelings or *likeinthemovie* fall in love with it
Most probably becoz we just hate to face the unknown, uncontrollable in another person's reaction towards our deeds or behaviour
If we're dealing with these 'living machines', it can be turned off simply with a click
This movie leaves much impact on my way of thought, and also creates thoughts that we can ponder about
The possibility of us heading to the world of this movie is definitely a YES

As for the other movie, a movie leaving no trace of it in my mind
except for my consciousness of knowing I've watched it, will not watch it for another time and also I've paid for the ticket
Simply a storyline that the writer can alter into whatever shape he/she wants it to be
An invulnerable, undying main character fights bunch of tau-fu-made demons for the decorative purposes Gargoyle
Not saying that it's no possible these things do exist, but to be done with such exaggeration, making the movie closed to disaster
There are few points I find to be contradictory and not understandable
1. the main character himself, soul raised from hell in shape of demon doesn't that make him lower than the so-called Prince of Evil?
2. There is no mention of how they ascend Gargoyle, but the strongest Gargoyle can be killed by his own weapon? Won't the impact cut into Adam as well?
3. If Adam is undead, does he feel tired? or how he can be killed? Those cuts hurts him like any normal human and he needs to sleep as well, so how is he undead?
4. Great useless Gargoyle Queen save the day when the 'fire' from dead Prince brings all demon with it down to hell, then why Adam's 'soul' is not brought along? And how do they survive/dodge the fire when everything was cleared, making huge hole there?
5. The fiery thing is the demon's soul? Demon has soul? I thought it was mentioned in the movie earlier that only God's creation has soul? 
Well perhaps I've missed some points in the movie causing myself to have these confusions but overall, this movie barely make it to 5/10

There're so many movies coming up next week!! How how how?!?!
There are 2 or 3 in the MUST-WATCH list   >.<


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Monday, January 6, 2014

回味...

Had a long nice chat with an old buddy
Never thought still can meet face to face and have nice food at the same time
Afterall we've kept in touch very briefly for these years
Well feels so great to 无所不谈 and share some funny updates of each other
=D


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